I'm reading through Mark at the moment and just got to this story. I love this account because Mark mentions water coming into the boat:
37/38
"And a great windstorm arose, and the waves beat into the boat, so that it was already filling. But He [Jesus] was in the stern, asleep on a pillow. And they awoke Him and said to Him, 'Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?'"
Now when you've read this and you get to verse 40, Jesus asks the disciples a question which honestly, seems ridiculous under the circumstances:
40
"But He said to them, 'Why are you so fearful? How is it that you have no faith?'"
I'm sorry, what?
Why were they so fearful?
How could they not have faith?
ISN'T IT OBVIOUS?
Water was filling their boat. Enough water in the boat meant they would sink. So why would Jesus even ask that question?
I think Jesus was genuinely asking because He was trying to understand how their minds worked.
Yes, their boat was sinking. But Jesus was with them. And yes, He was asleep. But He was the same Jesus they had seen heal and forgive a paralysed man, heal a man with a withered hand and cast out demons. Was there really any question as to His abilities?
Yes, Jesus was asleep. But that didn't mean He couldn't save them. He was still there.
Sometimes we look at our situation; a bill that needs to be paid tomorrow and an empty bank account, a job that we should have heard from last week that we still haven't heard from, a place to live in a little over a week and no money for rent; and we act like the disciples.
We scream, 'Hello! God! Are you even awake? Don't you see what's happening? Everything is falling to pieces and you aren't doing anything!'
But He is. His presence is enough. Just by being there, He is doing something. And when what you've been waiting for comes through, you too will feel as though Jesus is asking you 'Why are you so fearful? How is it that you have no faith?'
I'm not writing this to judge or condemn anyone, because I kick myself every time Jesus 'comes through' with something great and I had thought He'd forgotten. I'm writing this to encourage you and I in our waiting, watching, hoping times, when we're waiting for our breakthrough or our miracle. Because even though it might seem rather quiet when you would like lights and action, Jesus may be sleeping, but He's still in the boat.
Fantastic. Thank you.
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Awesome Femi! More blessings! - Niyati.
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